Sunday, November 26, 2006

mind blowing

i almost couldn't believe my eyes. i just couldn't believe it was really happening.

i closed my eyes and soaked in the atmosphere.
i closed my eyes and felt the cool, sweet peace that overwhelmed me immediately.
i closed my eyes, and so did Daddy. He stood on my right and took my hand, gave it a reassuring squeeze and whispered, " just enjoy yourself tonight, my precious one..."

i opened my eyes.
i saw something so different.
i was Home.


Hillsong United really blew off the rooftop of the Rock. their entrance alone was SO awesome. everyone just couldn't stop screaming, and i had the previlege of serving at altar call. 55 precious souls were saved!!!!!! AMEN!! so many breakthroughs, so much tears, so much joy, so much peace, so many precious precious lost souls found a Home. a Home that would dwell in them for eternity that they would never experience loneliness EVER AGAIN.
Oh Daddy, Your presence makes me weak in the knees
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All day
All day now
I will follow You

Saturday, November 25, 2006

humble me, oh Lord.

No evil shall befall me. that includes worldly people and their verbal attacks. AMEN.

Daddy, teach me and guide me. Use me to show them what true humble-ness means, to a point whereby they respect me because of You in me. Amen. thank You Daddy. =)





"... The life of Jesus is pain-free, disease-free and poverty-free. It attracts the favour and blessings of God. And because you have that life in you, it causes good things to happen to you!..."
Copyright © 2006 New Creation Church

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Happy Birthday, my precious little lamb...

it's my birthday today!

birthday wishes that came from those who mattered, were the ones who made my tears flow... thanks, really... =)

most importantly, i know that Daddy will give me the BEST birthday EVER. =)





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somehow, i just wish family was all i had in this world. Then, i could give all my love to them.

"... we love because He first loved us..."

Monday, November 20, 2006

it's weird

17th November 2006.

Changed my life forever.

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to think it could have been on the 22nd November
thanks alot.

on the other hand, i'm sorry...
and strangely enough, i want to love you...

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

spending precious alone and quiet time with your Heavenly Daddy is called, being holy?

i dont think so.

i call that Love. =)

Monday, November 13, 2006

it's too quiet

today was spent alone at home for the whole day... watched fifteen.
was really good.
did some art.d paperwork.

Daddy, they are your lost sheep... How i wish i can tell them that You love them so much.

damn, i'm really missing the brothers.

Sunday, November 12, 2006

a precious seed sown

thank You Daddy, for using me to sow a precious seed in a precious soul that is crying out for You. i know that he doesn't even know that its You talking to him, but Your ways are slow but sure, Daddy. =)

Let go and let God...
He will make until all your problems swee swee one... =)

This entire week was a total dread. fatigue, stress and self condemnation got the better of me, and a fresh touch of Your love and miracles was all i ever wanted. and a fresh touch of Your love and MIRACLES was what i got. Auntie Jennifer, you dont know how much of a blessing you are to me. (altho i doubt you will ever read this.)
Daddy, You da BEST. *winks*

Serving is a joy. Joy that comes from within. it makes me.... Happy... =)

Monday, November 06, 2006

Rachel can do ALL things through Christ Jesus who abides in her.

"...fear not my child, for I am with you. I will never leave you nor forsake you..."

The Lord goes before me, and has declared it good.

Faith = Drawing from God.

a whole new meaning to Your love, exploding revelations from every single word uttered...
Oh, kiss me, my Lord.

none can tell Rachel who/what she is, only Daddy.

Thank You, Daddy.

i love You.

Thursday, November 02, 2006

peace and joy

peace and joy.

i've learnt a whole new meaning to it tonight. =)

Thank You Daddy.

"The joy of the Lord is my strength."
i'm so tired.
mentally and physically...

Daddy, You are my strength when i am weak.

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I'm held by Your love
Upheld by Your Strength
On Your shoulders You bore me
By Your faith I stand

Cherished by You Lord,
Treasured in Your sight,
So close to Your heart
Held firm in Your Hands

So awesome is Your love,
So mighty is Your Hand
On eagles wings You carry me
Your grace shall be my strength

So perfect is Your love
You sacrificed Your Son
Amazing Love reached out to me
With joy to You I come

Not by my wisdom
Not by my strength
Gently You guide me
Lead me by Hand

Total surrender
Jesus I am Yours
Now and forever
In Christ I now stand
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All night, while we sleep, He watches us...
He looks at us...
He smiles and whispers to our ears a sweet love llulaby...


screw scoliosis.